Maturity

Nowadays, i seem to be different in whatever i'm doing. In fact the way i think has also take a big turn. Maybe perhaps because these all happen due to maturity.

Many always mistake that maturity is propotional with age but i totally diagree with that due to the fact that i have friends who are way more older than me and yet i still dare to say that the things they do and the way they think is exactly how my younger brother would do.

Although i'm 18, i believe that i have been through alot so much that it would be equivalent to what a 22 years old person would have been through. I don't know why this happen but maybe perhaps my life just move too fast.

At times it makes me wonder if this is a good or a bad thing. And at times when i look at people of around my age laughing at something i would used to consider funny, it just makes me left out.

On the other hand, people always turn to me when they are in need of help. It makes me wonder why i'm always the chosen one but still i simply love the satisfaction after helping anyone in need of help.

In a nutshell, having these changes might indeed be a great thing after all...